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Mainestay
In the city where my other life plays out, I am harried with each day’s blunt obligations. Too many tentacles of place, position, other people’s expectations—
Too many weeks since I have fed the hunger of my spirit. I need the beach.
observe the interplay, the fluid panorama— bird, wave, wind, cloud, marsh in a world that doesn’t need me.
I need to focus on the gulls, their forsaken cry, wings slow-motioning above me, heads nodding, searching, searching for a space to rest among the waves...
I need to look up at the clouds, spired cities, mountains, pink and gold, watch them cluster, climb, collapse, diffuse.
Sometimes, raging buffaloes in gray and white charge the high sky and curling serpents, fangs trailing into distant ocean, move across my view and disappear...
I need to concentrate on waving marshgrass, musing at the constant welcome change the seasons bring: greenstemmed in April, alive with nesting birds and crawling things; lush in July, deer in silhouette against hardwoods at marsh edge; tawny topaz in October as leaves change, then, in January, storm-bowed, silent, sere blond, flat-patterned, snow-powdered.
In the city, where I spend most of my time, I am sustained by imagery— bird, wave, wind, cloud, marsh.
I am sustained...
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